The Realm of Eternal Rain

Detective Conan

One of my favourite manga and anime.

Lately i’ve been busy with assignments, projects, presentation, midterms and such. And the bad news is my finals are aproaching and i can’t afford to screw up. Sigh.

I screwed up my midterms. Three out of four subjects. I can’t even pass. Guess i have myself to blame for not studying but lazying around and sleeping.

Self control. Motivation. Hardworking. Luck. I need them. NOW.

There’re a lot things to achieve in this coming 5 months.

I need to exercise –> slimming down.

I need to cut down on gaming.

I need to watch less movies. *shift + del + enter One Piece animes* *sob sob*

I need to spend lesser time in front of pc. *throw away those cables*

I need to study. Memorise and understand each and every sentences in the notes. Memorise all the formulas. Gah. Hmmm… Need to transfer those information in notes to mind at a higher data rate. Sigh.

I need to pull up my CGPA.

I need to have self control. Don’t simply speak up my mind. Must S.T.U.D.Y.

I need to save up some money.

I need to get my lazy arse up and start exercising. Oh, i mentioned it again.

And that’s a lot of things to do. Hope that i can do it slowly, bit by bit and manage to do it all.

Reserve psychology. Either i don’t know how to use it, or it’s just plainly useless. :\

I have not eaten or drink anything for the past 24 hours. I wonder if it’s okay to do so. Not even those food pictures could appeal me. Hmmm…

Reasons? I just don’t feel like eating. Mood swings? Maybe, maybe not. It feels empty. Life’s sucks, darling. It sucks big time.

It’s rather rare for a student like me to wake up so early, six in the morning! The feeling was rather nice. A great way to start the day is to have a nice breakfast. Together with a friend, we went for some nice food hunting, which turned out to be sucks.

But, one thing that really makes things a lot better is to be able to see the trees along the road, and flowers falling. Just like autumn.

I was holding large popcorn and a Coke. *GRIN*

Mood: Happiness 100%, Excitement 100%

Me: Eh, eh, my Coke’s dripping. How? How?

Friend: *DUH* Take a sip.

Me: But I haven poke the straw in yet. OMG, it’s dripping!!!111!

Friend: Just take a sip!

Me: Argh, never mind. Let it drip. I want to go in fast. Been waiting to watch the movie for so long. Walking towards the theater and trying to balance the Coke from not dripping all over.

Friend:

Mood: Happiness 100%, Excitement 120 % (the movie is going to start soon)

Me: Reaching for the cineplex door and trying to open it.

*The door suddenly flew open. A father and a son coming out*

Me: Trying to balance myself from falling and the Coke, of course, from dripping more. Else, I’ll end up with no drinks.

The Father: WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING? WHY CRY? WE ARE JUST WATCHING A MOVIE!!

Son: Crying. I am scared! “You mo gui de” (Got devil inside.)

The Father: WHAT IS THERE TO SCARE ABOUT? IT’S JUST A MOVIE!

Me: STUNNED!

FRIEND: Huh! *Shakes head*

Me: Whispering to friend. For goodness sake, he’s just 5 years old. You think he won’t scare of dark and the loud noise. And it’s supposed to be his bedtime!

Friend: What the…

Mood: Happiness 30%, Excitement 30%

And throughout the movie, I can hear a child crying and the parents did nothing but continue watching the movie and laughing away.

You know, sometimes this kind of scene, deteriorates my mood faster than you can cook an instant noodles.

Now isn’t an appropriate time to do any gaming activities. Heck, being a avid fan of RPG genre games, i can’t help but to immerse myself on the current RPG game that i got my hands on. I know, i know, it’s not a new game. A rather old one actually. Chrono Cross by Square-Enix.

Somehow, i manage to get it played on my pc using PS emulator instead of using a Playstation. (I do own one if you want to know. So, it’s perfectly legal). Here’s some screenshots.

One of my characters attacking the enemies. It’s a dog. A DOG! Gosh, i can’t believe it. A talking dog. A pink dog summore. -.-”"

Another battle screenshots. And yes, the dog again on the right. Somehow it looks funny. Looks like it’s dancing.

Well, i have to start the game from the beginning. Maybe will post more screenshots later. Let’s just hope that i’ll be able to spare sometime playing. Final exams are approaching. And if i continue to play this everyday, guess i am going to screw up my studies. Argh… i need to start studying. M.U.S.T.S.T.U.D.Y. Sigh.